Everything is changing and all my energy is pushing my skin out to tear me apart and come out. This energy... this power comes from Sun may be. It never dies out like there is infinite amount of this strength inside me. I want to rock n roll and have full fun like never before. I want to use this energy... want to lessen it somehow even though I love it. I love maself and like everything around me..... I don't want perfection but something near to it. I know I can do it.